ANGST LISTING

Listed in alphabetical order by author.

A / C / D / E / F / G / H / K / L / M / O / P / R / S / V / W / X

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Absinthe Lust | profile

the beginning of autumn (summer's demise) | 1 | #
Sometimes the decline of a relationship is obvious to everyone else but the people directly involved.
James/Sirius | angst | PG-13

Amalin | profile

Moonlit | 1 | ##
First Kiss challenge. More Lucius/James, fragile goodbyes.
James/Lucius | general/angst | PG-13

Amanuensis | profile

Nothing Near Inebriated | 1 | ##
Bending the rules, but not breaking them.
James/Sirius | angst/pwp/general | NC-17

Amy Lin | profile

Living Room | 1 | #
Sirius remembers James.
Sirius/James | angst | PG

Anise | profile

Comfort | 1 | ##
"Sirius thought that it should feel odd, even a bit disgusting, but it just felt sweet, and warm, and good."
James/Sirius | angst/first-time | R

Holding On | 1 | ##
"And nothing would ever be the same."
James/Remus | angst | NC-17

Thread | 1 | ##
Two boys, barefoot in jeans, going skinny dipping on a hot summer day.
James/Sirius | friendship/romance/angst | R

Augustus | profile

Mirror | 1 | #
Harry is a reflection.
Snape/Harry, Snape/James | drabble/angst | G

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Casira | profile

Sharing Secrets | 1 | ##
Sirius and James have always shared everything. And now that Sirius and Remus are together -- there's one more secret left. One of five ways Sirius, James and Remus never had sex with each other.
James/Remus/Sirius | smut/angst | NC-17

The Moon and Memory | 1 | ##
Remus is being haunted by his lovers dead and gone.... One of five ways Sirius, James and Remus never had sex with each other.
Sirius/James/Remus | smut/angst | NC-17

Homebound | 1 | ##
Sirius wants to get away; James knows they don't have time... but they'll make the most of what they've got. Written for a drabble night challenge.
Sirius/James | angst/ficlet | PG

Putting Out the Stars | 1 | ##
'The stars are not wanted now: put out every one'. James comes to comfort Sirius, as dawn breaks on the first day without his family. Written for a drabble night challenge.
James/Sirius | drama/angst | PG

Cedar | profile

Like The Finest Gold | 6 | ##
When your enemy learns your deepest secret, you have no choice but to submit to his blackmail. But what happens when he awakens parts of you, searing and dangerous, that only leaves you wanting more?
Lucius/James | angst/romance | R

Rondo | 7 | #
"For years I have loved you and cursed your existence. You are more powerful than I ever bargained for, a worthy opponent and brilliant partner." A deadly game controls generations of Malfoys and Potters.
Lucius/James, Harry/Draco | drama/angst/dark | R

Charm | profile

This | 1 | #
"Y--you fancy," James tried not to choke on the word, "me?"
James/Remus | angst/romance | NC-17

It Goes Like This | 1 | ##
‘They’re snogging James, surely you are familiar with the concept!’
Sirius/James | general/romance/angst | NC-17

Close to Nothing At All | 1 | ##
This was never going to be a hasty hand job after class; he knew that from the beginning. He’s not sure Potter did.
Snape/James | angst/romance | NC-17

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Draca | profile

Colors | 1 | #
James is a little obsessed with a certain dark beauty we all know and love, and views him with an artist’s gaze.
James/Sirius | romance/angst | PG

Drusilla | profile

Death Eater Dreams | 1 | #
In February he will be a skeleton lying tangled on stone. Now he is an angel drifting like a white ghost, with a softness which fades quietly among harsh angles and geometry.
Lucius/James | angst/drama | R

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Elise | profile

Never Ever | 1 | #
In the days after Sirius tells Snape how to get past the Willow, decisions on Remus’ part can change the course of the rest of the year, as well as the Marauder’s remaining time at Hogwarts.
James/Sirius, Remus/Sirius | angst | PG

Just Tonight | 1 | ##
Tomorrow I'll be gone.
James/Sirius | angst | PG-13

Chill | 1 | ##
"I didn't come up here to-I wasn't going to. Jump, I mean. That's not why I'm here."
James/Sirius | general/angst | PG-13

Eumenides | profile

Aristeia | 11 | ##
For Scribbulus Ink's Classic Canon Challenge. Iliad Scenario – The Iliad: James and Sirius as Patroclus and Achilles.
Sirius/James, James/Lily | drama/angst/romance | NC-17

Dane Geld | 1 | ##
In the Aristeia universe. A take on the 'Shrieking Shack' incident.
Sirius/James | drama/angst/romance | NC-17

Black and White | 1 | ##
Post Azkaban Sirius must deal with his damaged memories.
Sirius/James, Sirius/Remus | drama/angst | R

Unrequited | 1 | ##
Sirius Black knows what he wants, and what he wants is James Potter.
Sirius/James | angst/romance | NC-17

Remember | 1 | #
Sirius remembers James one New Year's Day - in Azkaban.
Sirius/James | general/angst/drabble | PG

The Colour of Envy | 1 | #
Set after OotP, Harry resumes his Occlumency lessons, Snape has other plans. More psychological than porny.
Snape/James, Snape/Harry | drama/angst | NC-17

The Secret | 1 | #
Sirius has a secret that may have deadly consequences.
Sirius/James | angst | PG-13

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Fetch | profile

Urges | 1 | ##
Remus thinks about James and willpower.
James/Remus | general/angst | R

Reflection | 1 | #
"He loved me, too. Maybe not as much as her, not enough to chose me, but it was there." Remus reflects on James.
Remus/James | general/angst | PG-13

Fleshdress | profile

Cold Comfort | 1 | #
He'd been able to feel friendship and affection for Lily, and not jealousy, because of the memories he and James had together, the memories they had still been making.
James/Sirius | angst | PG-13

Local God | 1 | ##
Expectations are dangerous things
James/Sirius, James/Peter | drama/angst | NC-17

Space Dementia | 1 | #
The starburst of Regulus' hands on his skin left him blinded; the pulsing throb of words left him numb. Until finally, disorientated and giddy, James gave up trying to find a handhold. And he let go entirely.
James/Regulus | general/angst | PG-13

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Greenie | profile

Chocolate Icecream | 1 | ##
Familiarity so intense the air is thick with it. Like smoke. Like magic. Sirius remembers.
Sirius/James | angst | PG-13

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Hiddendaze | profile

Hand Over Mouth | 1 | ##
We lay on the bed there/Kissing just for practice. 2 x 500 word drabbles.
James/Sirius, Sirius/Remus | angst/drabble | PG

/ K /

Kimagure | profile

Between Hypocrites | 1 | #
Fallen Challenge 32. Sirius, James, and Peter are trying to keep their plans to become Animagi a surprise for Remus. Remus catches James studying the transformation and James has to quickly think of a way to distract him...
Remus/James | angst/drama/pre-slash | PG-13

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Lady Feylene | profile

Aepathy | 1 |
Sirius has a hard time letting go.
Sirius/James | angst | PG-13

Lah | profile

Exodus | 1 | #
Sirius wasn't supposed to run away alone.
James/Sirius | angst/general | PG

Drabbles | 5 | #
James scoffs, and tries to toss his hair, though he ends up knocking his head on the cushion and spoiling the effect. "Bet you you'd miss me in five seconds."
James/Sirius | drabbles/general/fluff/angst | PG

Libertine | profile

Switch | 3 | #
Co-authored with Rube. A mismade memory potion leads to some fukkered up H/L & D/J. Hey, who needs a reason, really?
Lucius/James, Harry/Lucius | drama/angst/romance | NC-17

Lizbee | profile

Just Like My Daddy | 1 | ##
Someone screws up; someone is screwed. In 1977, the Potters had more in common with the Malfoys than Harry would want to think.
James/Severus | angst | R

Blind Hatred | 1 | #
I don't even get the satisfaction of being hated in return...
James/Severus | angst/drabble | PG-13

Losselen | profile

(modernist parentheses) | 1 | #
Remus isn't the only one with a big secret to hide.
Sirius/James, Sirius/? | angst/general | PG-13

Mouth Corners | 1 |
Yet the truth was, Remus thought he was dying inside. Two men looking for something more.
James/Remus | angst | R

The Sea of Faith | 1 | #
His heart casts no shadow, because it is the shadow.
Remus/James | angst/dark | PG-13

truth & beauty, Kinch | 1 | ##
And so afterwards he would wrap his hand around the sticky warmth left in the curve behind James’ shoulder. Phantasmal is the word, vaguely, quietly, fingers braided to the thought of touching, the sharp dream of skin.
Remus/James | general/angst | PG-13

Errors of Syntax | 1 | #
Every time he wants to yell or quietly seethe out these words. Fuck, James, fuck, it’s a life we’re talking about. A life…
Remus/James | drama/angst | PG

lostpapers | profile

The Strange Ballad of Sirius and James | 1 | ##
Not quite a love story.
Sirius/James, James/Lily | angst/romance | R

Luminescent Pearl | profile

The Night Will Only Know | 1 | #
James and Lucius venture out for a late-night rendevous. But they witness something horribly cruel, and cannot say anything...
Potter/Malfoy | angst/horror | R

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Mairi Nathaira | profile

Defeat | 1 | #
Remus reflects on the last night he and James share together.
Remus/James | angst/drama/AU | PG-13

Marks | profile

Oh! Darling | 1 | ##
James sees Sirius as a friend with benefits, until Lily sees him as something more. Sirius always saw James as something more.
Sirius/James, James/Lily | angst | R

Meadowsweet | profile

Wild Regrets, Bloody Sweats | 1 | #
Remus's POV on the threesome - and the way he deals with his feeling towards the James/Sirius relationship. Sequel to 'The Meat it Feeds On'.
James/Remus/Sirius | angst/drama/smut | NC-17

He Who Lives More Than One | 1 | ##
James POV. They have left Hogwarts, James and Sirius are still lovers even though James is engaged (to Lily, folks, don't keep your hopes too high). Sequel to 'Wild Regrets, Bloody Sweats'.
James/Sirius | angst/drama | NC-17

Mieko Belle | profile

Hurts To Breathe | 1 | ##
There IS truth to the notion of soulmates, but what do you do when you realise you're not your intended's intended? Lily POV.
James/Remus | romance/angst | PG

Minx | profile

With Midnight In His Heart | 1 | #
Schoolboy lust draws James and Lucius together, Darker forces tear them apart.
James/Lucius | angst/romance | NC-17

Moonlight69 | profile

Snake in the Grass | 1 | ##
James Potter has caught the eye of a certain blond Slytherin. But what will be the price of their relationship?
Lucius/James | angst/pwp | NC-17

Mosh | profile

Thereafter | 1 | ##
Post OotP Sirius-centric ficlet. "I watched you fall... I didn't realise you'd come straight here to be with me." Harry takes in a deep breath, running his hands reassuringly up and down Sirius's back.
Sirius/James | drama/angst | PG

Storytelling | 1 | ##
He buried his face into the pillow, feeling awful, disgusted with himself because these thoughts made him so desperately hard it almost hurt. Sirius reminisces. Harry is intrigued.
James/Sirius, Harry/Sirius | angst/romance/first time | NC-17

Dreams | 1 | ##
He leans against the sink, palms pressed against the cold porcelain bowl, until he has no choice but to fumble with the tie on his pajama bottoms with shaking arms.
Lucius/James | angst/pwp/drabble | NC-17

Mouse | profile

Absolution | 1 | ##
Sometimes compassion isn't enough.
James/Severus | drama/angst | NC-17

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Oscura | profile

September | 1 | ##
Sirius and James are reunited after the summer.
James/Sirius | general/angst/fluff | PG-13

October | 1 | ##
James’s feelings gradually change.
James/Sirius | general/angst | PG-13

Falls the Shadow: Sirius | 1 | ##
Sirius has never been very tactful over laughter.
James/Sirius | general/angst | PG-13

This Year | 1 | ##
Sirius reflects on Christmas past and love lost...
Sirius/James | angst/romance | R

Die Sterne stehn zu hoch | 1 | #
Sirius and James and Lucius. Loss and love and everything wrong. Stream of consciousness.
Sirius/Lucius, Sirius/James | drabble/angst/tragedy | R

O, Wilderness | 1 | ##
Sirius at Grimmauld Place. Remus, James and what they were to him.
Sirius/Remus, Sirius/James | angst/tragedy | PG-13

Last Lights | 1 | ##
Sirius moves with a jerky, nervous grace...
Sirius/James | drabble/angst/romance | R

Drowning | 1 | #
But walking the silver tightrope of being Sirius’s friend...
Sirius/James | drabble/angst | R

Warming | 1 | ##
Sirius and James can't love each other. But do they need to?
James/Sirius | drabble/angst/drama | PG-13

The Reed | 1 | #
Did you try to put him back together with your own hands? Remus POV.
James/Sirius, Remus | angst/tragedy | PG-13

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Pale Rider | profile

Forgoing the Memory | 1 | #
Severus Snape never hated James Potter. He doesn't hate Harry either, and therein lies the problem...
James/Severus, Harry/Severus | drama/angst | R

Phoenix Angel Suyari | profile

Tradition | 1 |
Tradition is strong. Is the heart stronger?
Malfoy/Potter | angst/deathfic | R

Reparo | 1 | #
Revelations and familial ties.
James centric | general/angst | PG-13

Daydreams | 1 | #
Come Sunday morning, I never want to leave. Peter POV.
Sirius/Remus/James | angst | NC-17

Salvation | 1 | #
"It's not that...It's...you know...US." James needs reassuring.
Sirius/Remus/James | romance/angst | NC-17

Envy | 1 | #
Adversity makes us stronger, when we understand that there's a purpose.
James/Sirius, others | angst/romance | PG-13

Summertime | 1 |
Summertime and the living is easy.
James/Sirius | general/angst | PG-13

Pooki Ze Great | profile

Untitled | 1 | ##
"Come on, James, it was just a simple question."
James/Sirius, James/Lily | drabble/angst | NC-17

Untitled #2 | 1 | #
"How was your date, Prongs?"
James/Sirius, James/Lily | drabble/angst | PG-13

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Rhysenn | profile

A Whiter Shade of Pale | 1 | ##
There is only one path to reckless passion.
James/Lucius, Harry/Draco | romance/angst | R

The Essence of Desire | 3 | ##
Relationships get more complicated when there are true feelings lurking beneath.
Severus/Lucius, Lucius/James | angst/drama | R

Rube | profile

Switch | 3 | #
Co-authored with Libertine. A mismade memory potion leads to some fukkered up H/L & D/J. Hey, who needs a reason, really?
Lucius/James, Harry/Lucius | drama/angst/romance | NC-17

Rubykate | profile

Actually... | 1 | ##
Something was wrong with James, and usually Sirius would be desperate to find out what it was...
James/Sirius | drabble/angst | PG-13

Liars | 1 | #
James and Sirius find it hard to tell the truth.
James/Sirius, James/Lily | drabble/angst | PG

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Sadie Dragonfire | profile

Go Quietly | 1 | #
Beneath the blade, shiver with want...
James/Voldemort, Harry/Voldemort | angst/horror | R

Sarvihaara | profile

The Difference | 1 | #
A crossroads. The decision has been made and things will change.
James/Sirius, James/Lily | angst/general | PG

Come Undone | 1 |
Sirius confronts his past. His heart pumped frantically in his chest, a reminder that he was still living, feeling, breathing. His pulse raced from the exercise and from the pure fear of what he was about to face.
Sirius/James | angst | PG

Seeker | profile

Hard Bargain | 1 | ##
The Faerie drive a hard bargain.
James/Snape | drama/angst | R

Setissma | profile

Breaking the Right Heart | 1 | ##
Sirius has secrets, James is terrified, and Remus tries to put everyone back together with unexpected consequences. Sequel to "Learning to Fight" and "Counting the Reasons."
Remus/Sirius, James/Sirius | romance/angst | PG-13

Silence | 1 | ##
No one can find James at the reception...
James/Sirius, James/Lily | angst/drabble | PG

Blackbird | 1 | ##
Later, he can remember that he didn’t promise.
Remus/James | general/angst | R

Run Away Soldiers | 1 | ##
And we all fall down.
James/Sirius/Lily | angst | R

The Fixed Eyes of Strangers | 1 | ##
The first time he changes, Sirius understands why so few people have done this.
Sirius/James | angst/drama | PG-13

switchknife | profile

Blank | 1 | ##
Sirius in Azkaban. Set before PoA, implied James/Sirius.
James/Sirius | general/angst | PG

Snitch | 1 | #
For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.
James/Sirius | angst/drama | NC-17

Aftermath | 1 | ##
Harry in the year after Sirius' death. Implied Sirius/Harry slash, a short ficlet of exactly 300 words.
Sirius/Harry, Sirius/James | drama/angst/short | PG-13

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Venefica Atra | profile

Release | 1 | #
It's all so bittersweet.
James/Remus | angst/romance/drabble | PG

Victoria P. | profile

Six Long Years on Your Trail | 1 | ##
Four boys, two blowjobs, twenty years and worlds apart.
James/Sirius, Harry/Ron | pwp/angst/drama | R

Stag Night | 1 | ##
"So you want to. With James." "No, with you and James." One of five ways Sirius, James and Remus never had sex with each other.
James/Remus/Sirius | smut/angst | NC-17

Enough | 1 | #
"The first time Sirius called him 'James' during sex, Remus pretended not to hear."
Remus/Sirius, James/Sirius | general/angst | R

Let Nothing You Dismay | 1 | ##
"It takes Harry a while to notice that no one leaves him alone with Sirius." Sequel to Enough.
Sirius/Harry, Sirius/James | general/angst | R

The One You're With | 1 | ##
The way Lily rejects James keeps him coming back to Sirius for comfort, and that is all Sirius wants, to keep James to himself.
James/Sirius, Sirius/Remus | angst/general | PG-13

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Wishful Dreamer | profile

A Night Alone | 1 | ##
Sirius is resigned to spending Christmas alone, but he receives a very special visitor.
James/Sirius, Harry/Draco | drama/angst | PG-13

Wolf | profile

Replacement | 1 | ##
Sirius thinks about what Mrs. Weasley said about confusing Harry with James.
Sirius/Harry, Sirius/James | general/angst | PG-13

Wymsie | profile

Pining 'Neath The Willows | 1 | #
Snape protects his interests.
Snape/James | angst | R

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Xandria | profile

Segue of Shadows | 1 | ##
After playing Quidditch, Lucius Malfoy indulges his momentary desire of James Potter against the broomshed with unexpected prolonged results.
Lucius/James | drama/angst | NC-17

Xylodemon | profile

Apocrypha | 7 | ##
Two can keep a secret, when one of the two is dead.
James/Severus | angst/darkish | NC-17

Fog Colored Glasses | 1 | ##
Glasses are just a barrier to the windows of the soul.
James/Remus | angst/general | NC-17

Again | 1 | #
Request for James/Remus, and a mark on James' neck from Lily, not for the first time.
James/Remus | angst/drabble | R

Maybe Even Tomorrow | 1 | ##
In which Sirius takes a chance at what he wants.
James/Sirius | pwp/angsty | NC-17

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